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Fragments from Iconography
david m. deleon

I imagine a poetics which is schematic, diagrammatic, iconographic, fragmentary. Not a poem but a mythology, each god an icon, a small closed system of thought, a system lit and inhabited only by you ("you"). The poem as an arrangement of infinities, a balancing act, a child's mobile hung with suns and set at spinning.


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When inhabiting a house, entering a cathedral, renting an apartment, occupying a shack, our lives are reorganized according to laws of art (architectural art). We separate from one another, we separate the portions of our life from each other, we separate our time and our interests according to the organizational system around us. We sit in living rooms alone or on communal pews.

The architectural work is a field of forms arranged in an order (an order imposed on it by rules). But more importantly, we can see how the subject of the work is not the field itself, or the forms within it (which are empty), or the order of the forms. The subject of the house is the person who will enter it.


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The difference is the difference, however slight, between walking down a familiar street during the day and walking down the same street, at night, in a dream. In the day, the images are only the ground for your purpose: say, getting bread from the store. The meaning of your walk is this and only this, getting bread. But at night, in the dream, even if you have the same manifest objective ("must get bread"), the images that form your perambulation are not in service of this objective. They are not things to be idly stepped over. They are things of import, things full of secret meaning, chosen not to mark your path but to create it. These things are your objective. If the dream is said to have a meaning then this meaning is a sum of the things in the dream, the sum of the condensed and displaced objects projected onto the mind. The images are not concrete, in that they are not common interests between you and your subconscious (supposed author of the dream in which you perambulate). They are ciphers, objects invested of hidden import, mysterious and full of meaning. They do not yield when approached. The little gods and demons of the imagination.


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And so the poem can also be seen as an arranged field of forms. These forms are emptinesses to be filled. The most fundamental form in poetry being something which has been commonly (and wrongly) called the image. The image is something perceived, its existence is in perception, and that perception assumes a shared reality, a referent to which the image in the mind refers. And so the "concrete image" builds, through detail, a specificity which exists not outside language (some supposed reality) but between subjects. The reader and author are like two friends on a walk, things appearing in their realness before them. The two comment and share their experience of these things.


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But the image is made a poetic image not by detail, which in both the dream and life may be identical, but by import. The dream-image is arresting, it is jarring, it is a condensed and metonymic relation to something which is not separate from it (as distinct from a symbol, which is a stand-in). The dream image does not allow you to idly walk over it. It isn't a puddle that interrupts your nightly commute. It is a puddle more important than your commute. A puddle which contains an ocean.


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The poetic image then is not the end of sight but the beginning of thought, the entrance of an idea, an idea entirely contained within the image, too concrete to be anything besides what it is and too abstract to be anything less. The idea must be then identified by its footprint in the world as the subconscious image must be be identified by its footprint in the dream. The image does not define the idea. The image imports the idea. I think of these footprints as icons. The religious icon is a concrete object. It is perceived in all its infinite details like any other object. But it is also an object of meditation, and its perception is only important in that it leads into meditation. The details are the entrance of thought, empty yet specific details, tunnels that draw you down a definite path. So the icon is a focal-point not for a shared reality but for a process of meaning.


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But most fascinatingly, every icon is a fragment, a piece of a larger meaning hinted at through its specifics. Every cross is a fragment, not of the One True Cross, but of a specific, individual cross, created in the mind.


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So Burns can say his love's like a red, red rose, and we are not witnessing the reality of a rose before us but entering into the icon of the rose, a spirit contained in details: "red," "red," "newly sprung." The icon of June is entered, its warmth a simile with the lushness of the repeated reds, the icon of "love" being colored with warmth, idleness, lushness, the sweet smell of flowers. It does not depend on Burns to conceive of a specific rose. There is no reality to it. We are in a blank field arranged with blank icons arranged in similes to each other, an imaginary town where red, red roses become love. Of course, if one has a different conception of red, or roses, or of June, then one runs into the possibility of ending in a different town than Burns. These, after all, are not objects but assemblages, and everything is a territory of the other, and the June of the poem is a fragment of every other June which changes and fluctuates with every reading. All that remains is the relations. Love like a rose new sprung in June, for any conception of love, for any conception of rose, for any conception of June.


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The icon is an anchor of meaning, not its master. And so it is essential that the thoughts in the poem be our thoughts, that the design be open to us, that the images of the field be not solid forms but icons, empty yet enclosed spaces for the mind.


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The poem is an organization and so contains encoded a system, a hierarchy, a mechanics of forms. These relations are distinct and immutable, a little machine that cuts and blends and brews and equates. How it attaches, interacts and communes with other fields is mutable; the components, the ingredients and the purposes are mutable; the relations are constant. Not a poem but a mythology. Aphrodite marries Hephasteus, she loves Adonis, she mothers Eros. These relations are important (and difficult), more important than any supposed meaning that could be derived from them. Hades has stolen Persephone from Demeter; later scholars will look on this and say it is a meaning for winter. But no, that is a later meaning, an exegesis on the poem of rape. The poem of Persephone does not need to mean winter. Winter may mean it.


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Where, then, is the self, if not diffuse through all of the space of the poem? The metaphors of selfhood shift and change: we are each and every object in the field, the tree in the foreground, the man on a quest, the woman waiting, the woman on a quest, the man waiting. The mountain in the background, the sky. These things are not ourselves. They become terms for ourselves.


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But the field! The field is first an absence. What is a field but a space between things which are? A field in the woods, a field between buildings, a field behind the house, a magnetic field between poles. It has no qualities but absence, first an emptying, then a piling-on. If it is a field of something, a field of wheat, a field of grass, it is a something so full as to become empty. What is in the field of wheat? Not wheat. Wheat has become background.

What is in the field of wheat but one crow? One crow in the field. And a field full of crows? A field full of crows would be a murder. The impossibility of heaven.


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A poem dated 2002 bore the title "Iconography." It wasn't popular with magazines, who preferred sly and discursive poems with New York school bents. "Iconography" was bare and tripartite, only 32 words. But it was the beginning of a certain process of thought.


Iconography
Rise
like an air
underwater.

Rise
		so
unwanted.

The waves have teeth
they chew on the island.

It clings to the surface
spread-fingered.

A man waits for an answer.

A bird				returns.

Sometime later I sketched the poem on a piece of paper, because it was a poem that could be sketched without words on a piece of paper. It started from the bottom. "Rise / like an air / underwater." An upward arrow, arcing from the left. The second section had more detail. "The waves have teeth / they chew on the island." A small landmass with the little lines of water to each side, barely surviving. Then the third: "A man waits for an answer." The icon of a man, head and a body, sexless, unshaded. A shadow. "A bird returns." From the island and upward, opposite to the rising arc of the first section, an arrow, pointing to the possibility of a far-off curve. How the man is waiting! His island is losing itself every moment. And how this tiny figure fought to get even there, spat out by an uncaring sea. The island is the form of a hand pressing down, the gesture of some inner holding-on. How it struggles to steady. And how that bird returns! From where? So brash and unexpected. And how calmly it arcs. It returns, it will not stay. The island will disappear. For now, this is what is. This is a poem where the only content is the relations, relations which can be drawn without words on a piece of paper. Meaning is alien; I can say this poem means my whole understanding of icons, that the man on the island is the icon in the field of the poem, the bird the present-moment self, the water, both time and reality and the unconscious. Or, the poem is the island and the man the poor self having struggled out of unconsciousness to consciousness, the self-on-seeing-itself. And the bird then is the messenger, the angel, of the outside, which we can only glimpse unawares from our tiny island of presence, soon to sink back to the sea.

I could say these things, but the only content of the poem is the relations. It's a diagram. An icon for the experience of iconography.