You'll always be the same, while I get old and grumpy. I'm already old and grumpy. A shady day is depressing enough, without shady thoughts. How can there be a man who doesn't even move his fingers? You had everything. You had a piano. You had a house and a friend. You had a mouth that loved food. Thank you for being alive. I'm crying because I'm so happy is a lie. For the sun to own a shadow it must have a sister who is brighter and fiercer. I have a sister in my heart, a dark and fiery girl.